rantrantrant

oh my days! feel like complete shit :( my eating habits are fucked so I hardly eat these days, I constantly feel ill and my love life is just a joke. seriously like why can I not forget my ex? it’s been 5 months :/ I mean there is someone I have a thing for and i’d try move on but there’s like no chance in hell they will go out withs me -.- I mean if I had any of the confidence I had a month or so ago I’d just speak to them about it but yeah I have like no confidence in myself these days. I used to be happy with how I looked and shit but I’m never happy with my body these days. urgh it’s like why am I fat? why do I have huge thighs? why are my teeth fucked up? why am I so fucking small? if I could take a pill to be anybody else I probably would, i hate myself and that’s the honest truth.
well theres my rant for now..